Dear kids

ABEL AND I (Love him like his my own)

Everyone around me tells me you guys are suppose to be here by now or at least one of you. I don't necessarily agree for numerous reasons which I hope you will one day get to understand. For now lets just say mommy is not yet ready. When the time is right you will come join me. I have also been told my biological clock is ticking but what they don't realise is I serve the author of time and I am subject to him. If he wants me to usher you into the world it will surely happen.

Three years ago I lost grandma (your great grandma) on my dad side of the family. After her death I realised how much she was misunderstood by many including her own children. She had such a large personality, had a big heart which she followed until the very end. I like referring to her as a diva. I often wonder what it will be like had she kept a journal. This is born out of my yearning for a conversation with my grandma, my wanting to know what she got up to when she was my age and really making sure you guys never have to wonder much about me.

I will try my best to be as honest as possible in the hope that one day when you read this you will share in my joys, learn from my mistakes,laugh at my jokes,cry with me, understand my pain, have reverence for God, love family,give your best, be a blessing to the world and know I loved you before you got here.

Love
Your Mother