My September How I Love Thee

Count your blessings name them one by one
Count your blessing see what God has done
Count your blessing,name them one by one
You will be surprised at what the Lord has done

The song above reminds me of my early childhood memories,my father taught us the song. I am letting  go and letting God. Was talking to my housemate this morning about how I am done with going through emotions and carrying the world worries on my shoulders. Today and hereafter I choose to count my blessings,laugh,look good and be good to me.The month of September has in the past marked a lot of turning points,defining moments in my life and this year is not any diffrent.I refer to September as my month. Its a month I usually have the biggest challenges and the best outcomes. I've moved houses in this month,fallen in and out of love and had some serious major positive changes take place.

Today marks the day I rid myself of guilt and clinging to what is not worth clinging to anymore.I 'm simply turning  a new leaf. Sometimes we hold on to things just cause we are used to them, because of our history or how they used to make us feel,you know what they say  about memories they  don't live like people do. Like your old slippers even with holes you wear them not because they are in their best state but cause your feet know exactly how to fit into them. I 've never been good at getting over certain things but now I know and I know its time.Like Whiteney I feel like doing my hair, feel like calling my friends,feel like going to a club and partying cause I'm a soldier girl in this world I've walked a mile, I made it home.

I am a fixer,I like to fix things. I will fix things at any cost just as long as they are fixed. I am a sister a daughter,a friend,a girlfriend  and many other things but one thing I am to all this roles is I like to fix them,when they break,get hurt or misbehave I'm the first to come to the rescue.I think this is not a necessarily  bad thing but I also know that not everything is up to me to fix and for the first time I am ok with not fixing.

I was taught that success is impacting my world with the investment of my personality. For one to achieve this you have and must invest in your personality.So in this beautiful month of September I choose to work on me cause if I am I will have enough to share and enough to give.Some doors closes for others to open,we let go of certain things for better ones,its all part of growing up.

As always I had some things blow me in this month but have also had the best days in this month. As always I have no doubt that by the end of this month I would have achieved way more than I came holding when it begun.My September How I Love Thee for thou has time and time again made a women out of me.I am in a season of productivity and I will produce even if its the last thing I DO!