I SNAPPED!

I have been told that if things don't go my way  I throw my toys, my siblings even though younger than me  seem to agree that I am a brat. Your aunt says its because I was my parents Ginny pig, that they didn't know exactly what they were doing so they kind of went over the top with me.The above statements even though I've heard people say them to me and about me, are debatable. I think I am passionate,when I put my mind into  doing something, I do it with all my heart and if anyone, I mean anyone dares to come in my way, well I deal with them period! Call it whatever you may but I won't let anyone mess with me. This Saturday I was confronted with a situation and I threw my toys(everybody does this sometimes,it is not an indication of being a brat) and I did not get my way "hello" and then something inside of me snapped. I made a decision to close a door I had kept half open and was telling myself it was closed. I shut it for good. Being alone/single helps so much you get to find out so much about yourself and you make decisions based on what you really really want not what makes others happy.Looking back over the weekend  I am glad what happened took place. I can write about it now I have come full circle in my head about the issue. I see this more of a victory than anything else, I may throw my toys as they say but I hardly snap but when I do I turn a page and hardly page back. The month of special victories I am excited about my very first victory. I am even more glad that it is permanent and I will one day read this entry and remember the day I grew up realy grew up......! I never want to stop growing ever.